messages i will not give but cannot keep

you did not break my heart
you and i did not delve so deep
all i learned from this
is that you were never mine to keep

to see us now
to know us then
to make it last
these words are few
they belong to you

your eyes
my mouth
her ears
there is nothing left to lose

you are not who i wish for you to be

you wont change

i will not apologize

i cannot control it
you cannot stop it

a part of me is in you
i want to make it mine again

i want you to discover yourself quicker

i wish your words meant everything would be okay

i want to mend all that you have broken

our silence

i feel something, but you shrug that feeling away
blind
you close yourself from me
your eyes are all that i can believe

your sadness fills my throat and spills from every orifice

i think the world of you
the world thinks of you
your loss flows

you feel like home. can i keep you?

i am not yours
but i wish you were mine

to think i could simply call it the end
and have it be

i am leaving
tell me to stay