i hate school

I don't know if it is possible to hate school more than I would at this present moment. Any desire that I had to be a teacher gets diminished with each new day. My classes prove to depress me. My students currently hate me and I find my creativity plugged by the incredible stress I feel in trying to meet standards and requirements. I wake up every morning dreading, absolutely dreading the day. I feel much more like an adult than I used to. I miss art, I miss making it. I miss talking about it. I miss getting lost in creating. I am lost in translation.