decisions

the problem with decisions, no matter how big or small is that they cease to stop pestering you even after they are made. they sneakily rise up with you and pinch at the backs of your knees or knot themselves up inside of your stomach demanding your constant attention. they force sleep laden eyes open at 4 am, and drench you in a sweat filled panic. because the thing is, decisions mean a choice between equally appealing options that before this moment were safely slumbering away in the land of distant possibilities. unleashed, they wreak havoc with your heart and mind, leaving you breathless and pre-occupied, and positively giddy.